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August 2010

Day 10 - Dear Someone I don’t talk to as much as I’d like to

Letter 1

Hi, you

I know I gave a shit ass first impression, and I want to say, I’m sorry. If I hadn’t being such a dbag in the beginning I’m sure we’d have a kick ass friendship. But I guess that’s never gunna happen. Anyways, farewell

                                                               Bombed Friendship

                                                                         -MatthewFong

Letter 2

What’s up?

The first time we met was in like grade 3/4/5. I forgot which grade. Your dad owns a restaurant. You were pretty awesome. We were somewhat friends in Grade 8, but now, it seems like you’d rather make fun of me than be my friend. Like everyone else in your posse, they’re all nicer when alone. It’s pretty sad to see that you’re like that as well. ): Anyways, farewell.

                                                              Thought Wrong :/

                                                                         -MatthewFong

Aug 31, 2010
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Day 9 - Dear Someone I could meet

Dear Whom Ever Is Reading This

Hello Thar. 8) I like your shirt, where did you get it? Ahaha, I’m kidding, I just love making bad 1st impressions then try to make it up to whomever. xD If you’re someone I would like to meet, you better not be a dbag or bitch, etc. (: That’s pretty much everyfing. xD

                                                          Let’s Hang Out

                                                                       -MatthewFong

Aug 29, 2010
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Day 8 - Dear Internet Friend

Dear JealousAngel

What’s up? Last time I talked to you was two days ago? We haven’t been talking much, we should keep talking. You’re sometimes more fun to talk to than my usual friends. How’s N.California? I should visit sometime, LOL, jokes. We should just stay as internet friends. xD

                                                              ‘Til Next Time~

                                                                         -MatthewFong

Aug 28, 2010
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Day 7 - Dear Crush

Dear, Crush,

Hello again, I can’t wait for school to come once again, not only because of grade 10 but to see you again and everyone else. (: That’s all i got xD

                                                          Tuesday, September 7, 2010

                                                                           -MatthewFong

Aug 28, 2010
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sooo saddd :'( → themaskedgirl.tumblr.com

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callmeamaniac:

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a cashier hand this little boy some money back.

The boy couldn’t have been more than 5 or 6 years old.

The cashier said, “I’m sorry, but you don’t have enough money to buy this doll.”

Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ”Granny, are you sure I don’t have enough money?”

The old lady replied: ”You know that you don’t have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.”

Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly.

The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.

“It’s the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.”

I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her afterall, and not to worry.

But he replied to me sadly. “No, Santa Claus can’t bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.”

His eyes were so sad while saying this. “My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.”

My heart nearly stopped.

The little boy looked up at me and said: “I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.”

Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me “I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won’t forget me. I love my mommy and I wish she doesn’t have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.”

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. “Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?”

“OK,” he said, “I hope I do have enough.” I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.

The little boy said: “Thank you God for giving me enough money!”

Then he looked at me and added, “I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me!”

“I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn’t dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.”

“My mommy loves white roses.”

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.

I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn’t get the little boy out of my mind.

Then I remembered a local newspaper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl.

The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young woman had passed away.

I couldn’t stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.

She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.

I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed forever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister

is still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

Now you have 2 choices:

1) Repost this message.

2) Ignore it as if it never touched your heart

Aug 28, 201023,420 notes
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Day 6 - Dear Stranger

Dear Stranger,

Hi, My name is Thomas Lum and I live on 1434 Columbia St. I’m 9 years old. Come over sometime so we can play together. My mommy says to never talk to strangers. But I’m writing to one so I guess this is a loophole. I can’t wait to see you.

                                                               -Soon to be bffl

                                                                          -Thomas Lum

P.S: I lied. I’m no fool. That’s not my name OR address. Ahaha. you fell for it, Pedophile. (:

Aug 25, 2010
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“Just about enough,
can’t take anymore of you.
Just about enough,
got me over the edge.
Just about enough,
you don’t give me what i deserve.
I’m no fool;
gotta get away from you.”
—Sarina Paris
Aug 24, 2010
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Day 5 - Dear Dreams

Dear Dreams,

Why won’t you let me dream about what I want to dream? It’s not fair. Let me do so please and I will love you forever.

                                                              -MatthewFong

Aug 23, 2010
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Day 4 - Dear Sibling (or close relative)

Dear Alexander,

Just wanted to let you know that I love you and I hope that you love me too! Ever since i was younger, I’ve always wanted a little brother like you. I hope we will never argue in the future and end up like 爸爸 and 叔叔 (Father and Uncle). Anyways, I am going off to bed. Good Night!

                                                              我愛你! (I Love You!)

                                                                    -MatthewFong

Aug 22, 2010
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Day 3 - Dear Parents

Dear Parents

Both of you have changed over the years. Whether it’s a good change or bad. I don’t like it. Go back to the way it used to be. Most of my misery if from you guys. I am willing to move into a foster family, but since Alex might not want that, I am staying in this dump of a family. Anyways, time to do my last challenge so I’m caught up!

                                                        I Hate That I Love You.

                                                                  -MatthewFong

Aug 22, 2010
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Day 2 - Dear Crush

Dear Crush,

How are you today? Sorry for not writing to you two days ago. I decided to procrastinate on this 30 day challenge into a 32 day challenge. I just want to let you know that your happiness is my happiness. If you go off loving someone or dating someone, I am fine with it, as long as you’re happy. I just hope that if you find out, you don’t treat me any different than how you usually treat me. Anyways, I should finish my other two challenges.

                                                ‘Til Next Time!~

                                                          -MatthewFong

Aug 22, 2010
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Songs with Meaning.

“What Hurts The Most” is trying to “Find Your Love.”

Around “Last Christmas,” I thought “In My Head,” “I “Can’t Back Down;” “[She] Could Be The One.”

As time went by, and it seemed like I lost hope, I said to myself, “Never Say Never,” she’s “One In A Million.”

“I know how I feel “About You Now.”

This summer, you feel in love with another man. I “[Didn’t] Stop Believing.” I still love you.

Up to now, I still “Wait For You.”

I better hurry up before it’s “[A] Little Too Late” and my “Secret” fades away.

Although you may know by now and never want to be around me anymore, I still “Wanna Know You.”

In the end, you are my “Remedy;” You keep me upbeat. (cheesy….)

To end this, I think this is “Just About Enough.”

Even though “All Good Things Come To An End,” “So What?”

I Love You. </3

Aug 22, 2010
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“Last Christmas, I gave you my heart. But the very next day, you gave it away. This year, to save me from tears, I’ll give it to someone special.” —Wham!
Aug 20, 2010
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Day 1 - Dear Linda

Dear Linda Shu,

Even though you don’t have tumblr, I just wanted to let you know that I love you. <3 as a sibling, LOL. We’ve had so many great and bad times in the past. We bring the best out of each other. Remember the time when we first met each other in Kindergarten? Look at us now? We’re still bffls. Hopefully, in the future, we will never loose touch and continue to be bffffffls. (: Anyways, I’m tired and going to sleep soon, Good Night

                                                               From: Matthew Fong

Aug 20, 2010
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An Everlasting Search.

 :]

Aug 13, 20101 note
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You and your "Depression."

You talk to me, as happy as can be.

Now you decide to shun me, as if you have no glee.

I ask why you are depressed.

You reply you re going to rest.

I clench my fist and ready to strike.

You better get ready; I’m about to fight.

If you decide to rely on depression to keep you alive.

Don’t wait for death, do it yourself and die.

Aug 13, 20101 note
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Seeing is Believing.

“People don’t realize whats good till it’s gone.
Don’t try to imagine what it’d be like when someone is gone.
Don’t predict that u could be happier with new friends, because who’s perfect in this world?
No one is.
If someone’s going to have flaws, they’re going to have it.
It’s not like you’re 100% right either.
They could be telling another one of their friends about how you’re always so annoying and shit.
Either way when people are mad or a little bit pissed, the shitty quality of the friend comes out than this happens.”
-Kitty Lo

Aug 12, 20101 note
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