Well, I just came home from a friend’s mini house party. It was really fun.
Anyway, that’s not the reason of this post. </3
I’ve recently discovered a lot about me this last year and a month. :/ I’ve learned quite a lot about me I can’t accept (that’s one of the things). But I find it good to know this stuff about me, whether it’s negative or not. Sigh…I kind of really hate what I’ve found out about myself. It just brings me down more. :/ Anyway, that’s all I really need/want to post on this post. (:
The truth is, I have a bad habit of comparing myself to others. There’s always someone with a better smile, nicer clothes, a skinnier waist, brighter eyes, and amazing hair. I put myself down all the time. I can never be happy with the way I look at all. I’m self-conscious and that’s probably the number one thing I want to change about me.
You’re just reminding them of the mistakes they made back then. If you watch their facial expression carefully, then you’ll see the hurt in their eyes as they reminisce everything that happened. Never use emotion as a weapon, it strikes deeper than you can imagine.
just yesterday, a friend pmsed at me xD me and a couple a friends were talking about this =/ i called one of my beloved friends “white” haha sorry bout that, and yea..
we’ve noticed she’s been mental pmsing for months, ofcourse we were worried about her, but still i feel this frustration to pmsing D<
(oh to clear things up, i dont splatter blood from my vagina onto other people. im a guy, guys can get moody without splattering blood everywhere.)
girls, if it’s your time of the month, i understand and pity you. i’ve heard its quite painful for some people ): the only thing as us guys can do is to attempt to comfort you (:
you know what? guys dont get pms. us guys, we get boners.
its not as easy as it sounds.
have felt how much pain it is to get a boner in ur jeans?
instead of once a month, for a week, we experience this pain almost every day.
its not for being perverted. although occasionally, us guys get random sexual thoughts into their mind (some more than others), we get boners. and it hurts cuz our penis can be pretty darn sensitive ._.
oh yea. alot of times, for unknown reasons, or good bloodflow, we will get unessasary boners. and it will hurt.
oh it doesnt end here (: (i dont feel like ranting about the pain we get)
the embarrasement of pitching a tent.
when your talking to someone. -gets boner-
best scenario. girl you like: “… your pants are bulging, i hope its your wallet.”
not as good scenario. girl you dont like: “… ew gross, i dont want you D:”
worst scenario. you guy friends: “dude what the fuck? tuck your tiger away.”
its just embarrasing in general. when you do get an unessasary boner, you are constantly worrying about it and how uncomfortable it is.
us guys go though some pretty tough shet too (:
so girls. please dont rage and blame it on the “pms” ur going through XD
~josie :” youre gonna have to face your wife once a month pmsing.”
me:” well, she’ll have to face me everyday for getting a boner. ITT HUUUURRTSSSS D<”
harhar~ lotsa love to friends :) pmsing needs to stfu :D
I want to be able to write without being judged. I want to be able to write with specific details. I want to be able to write using names. I want to be able to write and for people to not know who it’s about [or have a guess]. I want to be able to write without being questioned by people who I don’t want to explain it to. I want to be able to write without other people caring or paying attention. I want to be able to speak my mind